LoLoL Day!

today is suppose to be a fun crazy day for me and Laila

we called it LoLoL day

laugh at many things, joking around, 

the most epic thing is a burden of something that is a big responsibility

I don't know why she gave us the duty

 
the burden face and the paper

When?

tired, exhausted, aaaaaarrrgh......
ini kapan selesainya kalo setiap minggu nambah mulu. coba di rem sedikit pemberian tugasnya, kami sudah terlalu banyak menerima. I wouldn't mind if you stop giving us another assignment. Hahaha... it won't happen until we finish this semester.

Film Project

another film project that makes me going crazy, but it still fun somehow. We only got 2 weeks to make it and after I saw another film from another group I got many ideas in my head. We're supposed to submit it in Friday but my lecturer said she will give us additional time until Monday. So, we only have two days to revise our film that actually good enough but we want it to be better. who knows we can get A if we revise it. After we finish it I think all of  the student will watch it together. it can be embarrasing but if we make it good it will give a good impression

mixed in mind

ano ne... that is the word that Hani-senpai always say when he want to say something. I wonder what it means. does anyone knows? tell me if you know. Hani-senpai is so cute. The way he talk, his voice, his act, and also his thought is unpredictable. He can be looked like an innocent boy but he isn't. he know many things that many people might just pass on.
I don't know what I want to write actually, but I just want to write something so I end up describing about hani-senpai. He's one of the character in the anime called Ouran High School Host Club. That's my new favorite anime for now but I still like One Piece and Naruto of course. I wonder about the new episode about those two anime.... haaa...nevermind, I can ask my friend who regularly download it. Back again to Ouran, this anime is so funny, they like to do stupid things ,but beside those many stupid things they have done so much they also has another way of thinking that sometime I think it's a wise thinking for high school student.
actually I have so many thing I want to write last week but I haven't got any chance to write. first. many assignment waiting for me to start doing it. second, the internet connection was soooooo bad, even just to open Google.com. third, I ran out of pulse. Hahahaha.... daebak... and this week I don't know what to do.. I'll write again when I get any idea... adios...

great damn monday

from the first time I started the day I already felt bad and it is bad. I got up a bit late and I need to took my sister's lunch... Hahhhhh... what a tired thing to do in hot days. The sun was really hot, I felt like I was in an oven. That day I was supposed to have lunch with my old friends but my motorcycle chain suddenly broke, so I couldn't make it. I took my motorcycle and walk to the repair shop. thanks god I brought my wallet with me but I spent all my money in the end just to pay for it. I have no money, no pulse, no power, what can I do ........
But I felt a bit pleased actually, because I couldn't make it, I mean the lunch. there's one person I don't want to meet there. he's very..... the point is he makes me uncomfortable. he tried to call me at that time but I never answer. not because I don't want to answer it but I was riding my motorcycle so I couldn't.

it started with the balloon

thought it will be fun, and it is... in the beginning
the schedule said that that it will start at 8 o'clock. well.... you know Indonesian right, rubber time, and finally it started around 8.30. at the beginning I felt just fine with the atmosphere where all experts and student from some universities in Pontianak and also around West Kalimantan gathered in that place. and who knows one of the speaker would be THT PRSN. he's the father of someone whom I don't like. she's a big mess in the time of my high school. I don't want to talk about her. just in case someone would read this and tell her about it. Ha. in the first half if the session I already felt bored so I started to draw things which come in my mind. utin who sst beside me asked me to draw a balloon in her note book. well I did that. it come out pretty good. 
after this picture I keep drawing another picture till the end of the seminar. and take pictures of all that. though I only get little thing from that seminar but I can express it through drawing. the art that I always admire but I never able to do well. hope next time I can draw better and make a good drawing.

Drawing in Lesson

Thursday, 14 march 2013, I.... subject. during the class I can't concentrate on the lesson given. The weather was totally hot and I felt like I was in an oven. So.... I just drew this thing in my binder while he's talking about that subject and anything about his story. sometimes I do join the conversation when I got interested in the topic. hahaha... that's just what happened to me on that day, but it can be different in another day.

about the drawing, first I made a picture of peaceful Gary or Gary oppa or his real name is Kang Gary. I got the inspiration from my lecturer because I just can't merely believe what he told me about all his story. maybe some of them are right but I don't know which one should I believe. when he told the whole class about his story(past experience) everyone can just laugh and seems accept it but I just make a peaceful face like Gary did in almost all his photograph in runningman. and I remember the episode when Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) become the guest and they drew Gary's facial expression as one of the riddle. that's just so funny because everyone knows it. as for the balloon I just suddenly think of language and art division in BCLC and about art, drawing, balloon, flowers, and it just flew in my mind so I just draw it. the result isn't that bad. I think it's pretty good for someone like me who can't draw good things. For the thumbs up and THE LAST CHAMPION words are ideas from my friend Utin and Laila. Utin told me that the balloon was good so she asked me to make a thumbs up there and Laila was talking about the last champion in runningman so I just wrote it there. Later on I will make another drawing and post it here..... just wait it... :)

My bad, Sorry :(

I never imagine I got that . I won't say it because it's just too embarrassing. I think I always active in the class, I always did all the assignment in time, I also studied to pass this subject a bit hard cause it's also a complicated subject. I never make a significant mistake that can cause me got that . how can I got that I still don't understand.

That was unbelievable they can get it. I never meant to underestimate them, but I know them, they rarely focus in class, they usually just chat among them, always sit in the back which is not a very good place. maybe they can get that because they are genius or they do something else. 

I know it's a bad thing for being suuzan to you guys, but I can't help it. I'm sorry for being rude , maybe I just too disappointed to myself but I blame you all. I'm sorry :(

thanks for everything

You always care for me. You will do anything for me. You will sacrifice anything for me. You never think about yourself. All you think is about how to make me happy, how to give what I want and what I need. I realize how much you love me and others, but I haven't got any chance to make you happy. To make you proud of me, to show you that I love you too. When you're here, I often make you angry, being rude and impolite, but deep down in my heart I felt regretful that I've done that to you. You always be the one who apology when you scold me even I was the one who make mistake. I really miss you. Maybe you don't know how much I miss you. You’re not by my side anymore. God loves you more than I do. Now, I can only pray for you. Wish you can get a peaceful day there. You wouldn't feel any pain. You're the best father in the world. I love you dad.